happy happy

just words and feelings seem to be leaking out of me, i cant contain anything, i cant contain myself, i cant stop jiving to the music that i dont even know if its in my head or out loud.

I feel ridicoulously happy, like a cartoon, or a helium balloon, i think i might explode, yet i've never felt more myself.

I wish i had my camera here, or fay, i need someway to channel this emotion, to keep it, can you put it in a box?

i dont even know whats bought this on, well i do, but not this much, not this intense. Its like standing up for te first time, or running a thousand miles an hour. I feel so poetic but I cant get my words out.

I feel like chaucer or shakespeare or beethoven or chris martin or bruce almighty. Its crazy, is immense and its not me.

I think i had a lobotomy.

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